SHINE WITH ME

2007-10-14T03:46:00.000+08:00

I've changed my blogspot!

http://xxshutup.blogspot.com

2007-08-29T16:08:00.001+08:00

Hello! Long time no update lerx.

Gonna moved back to punggol soon =\
Is it a good thing or a bad thing?
Daddy wants me to be back, he assure me that nothing bad will happens to be again.
=((
But, in tt case, I gonna miss the life I'm having right now.

BABY!
Summer miss you larx =p

summer;
Even I'm moving back, I gonna make it clear.
I have no brothers.

2007-08-15T19:04:00.003+08:00

I camping at roy's house, no chance to use computer marx. =((
his granny dont like me to use com =((

Update soon again.

2007-08-01T02:30:00.000+08:00

Troy: We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

Gabriella:If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free

Troy: You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

Gabriella: Creating space between us‘
Til we’re separate hearts

Both: But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

Chorus #1
Troy: We’re breakin’ free
Gabriella: We’re soarin’
Troy: Flyin’
Both: There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

Troy: If we’re trying
Both: Yeah, we’re breaking free
Troy: Oh, we’re breakin’ free
Gabriella: Ohhhh
Troy: Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
Gabriella: Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls

Both: Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see

Chorus #2
Troy: We’re breakin’ free
Gabriella: We’re soarin’
Troy: Flyin’
Both: There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
Troy: If we’re trying Yeah we’re breaking free
Gabriella: Ohhhh runnin’
Troy: Climbin’
To get to that place

Both: To be all that we can be
Troy: Now’s the time
Both: So we’re breaking free
Troy: We’re breaking free
Gabriella: Ohhh , yeah
Troy: More than hope
More than faith
Gabriella: This is true
This is fate And together
Both: We see it comin’
Troy: More than you More than me
Gabriella: Not a want, but a need

Both: Both of us breakin’ free

Chorus #3Gabriella: Soarin’ Troy: Flyin’ Both: There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach If we’re trying Troy: Yeah we’re breaking freeGabriella: Breaking freeWere runnin’ Troy: Ohhhh, climbin’Both: To get to the place To be all that we can beNow’s the timeTroy: Now’s the timeGabriella: So we’re breaking freeTroy: Ohhh, we’re breaking freeGabriella: OhhhhBoth: You know the world can see usIn a way that’s different than who we are

2007-07-17T04:28:00.000+08:00

It was my chinese listening yesterday.
I dont like punggol secondary students, they went whistling and tried to reach out to you by shouting out your clothing's colour which are very irritating.
I was almost late for my exam and even forgotten to bring my pencil case!
Luckily enough Renwei was having his test jus next door and I managed to borrow the stationery.
It was quite difficult I'd say.
After exam, we actually go to kopitiam and had our lunch.
Thats all for the retaking of exam.

I went to Qinhui house after that and met gang for bball.
very tired la~ bla bla bla

Dearest, please believe that I'm with you.
For now.
Later.
Til the day we parted.
Knowing you treasure me tons, always being there for me, you care about my feelings more than yourself have greatly touched me.
I have never felt love this way.
You wanted not my body, not my money, not for fame and advantages, unlike the feelings some others gave.
I've taken you as part of my family too, my close ones, not jus because you're my boy but you let me tasted safe and secure through the way you protected me.
Perhaps, you might think that my words arent reliable now, as trust needs time to be built up, it's okies.
One day, you'll rest assure that my love for you is genuine.

2007-07-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

It has become a habit to "camp" at his house every weekends, as for other than that, we dont have much time to be together anyway.
Yep, it's monday and thats why I'm home.
Kinda miss the feeling at his house when granny, aunt and all of us sitting down in the living room, having all the conversation and laughters.
It makes a HOME, a true home I'd say. =)

Granny likes to talk to me about the news and complains to me how badly the maid has been performing. haas
She's kinda cute, although the repeating of topics sometimes actually became quite irritating though. Ops! =X
Manage to take a photo together, da dang!

I went over his house on the friday night, together and catch the show "Die hard"
Aww~ It's a fantastic show, I'd strongly recommand you to watch it.
Look at the brothers, never quit quarreling =\

ROY GAO V.S REX GAO

hahas, anyway, it's quite funny lars, Rex actually FALLEN for me ><>

hrms.. it's my chinese listening compre examination tomorrow.
I'm not that nervous already lars.
Be meeting Jordan for lunch tomorrow before we enter punggol sec together.
It's only LC, a short duration of 1-2 hours. =)
All the best to ME, summer.

Dearest, I've trust in you.

2007-07-13T02:41:00.001+08:00

what the hell, I'm so damn tired alright and I cant believe I'm still here at this hour.

Come on lars.
AS TOLD,
I'm trying not to bother about "YOUR SIDE" problems so pls, dont come interfer with how I wan MY SIDE to be.
I'm trying to be fair to myself, cant I?

Summer, it's time to roam.
Time to make new friends and all.
You can too, ops!
or should I rather say, you could continue doing so since you have always been giving yourself chances to.

Am I wrong to do this?
I doubt so.
I have been TOLD, so I've to ABIDE the rules.
ONE THING:
I'm treating everybody as friends too.

summer;
rain and shines, does make a different.
Rain flood.
Sunshine drought.

2007-07-12T21:50:00.001+08:00

What a shame.
Cant believe myself that I cried yesterday.
Wanna know the reason why?
Because it was my oral exam today, and I actually cry over the phone
" Daddy, I dont wan to go for oral lerx"
Dont laugh! = ="

Anyway, I meet up Jordan who is going to retake chinese exams at punggol sec too and had my oral today.
It wasn't as tough as I thought, kinda easy I'd say.
At the same time, I get know Willy, Robin and my sister's ex classmate = ="
They are 18, 27, 20 year old respectively.
We actually had a great chat while waiting for turns to come.

Punggol sec's teacher said I look like a taiwian.
HoHooo~ Hello people, not Japanese, not Taiwian, I'm a singaporean!

summer;
=)
Be watching movie with AHLOY tml
So bliss in love

2007-07-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

It is rex's birthday today!
Ops! I mean yesterday? Since the clock has already stuck 12.
Whahas.. mango cakes are so delicious lar.. yum yum*

Heys!
I've made an achievement today!
guess what..?

da dang! I've successfully stripped that fish to bones!
Dad, I've done you proud =D

ps: Not only capable, my daddy is a professional king fisher striper ok! mai siao siao.
fast and steady. = ="

Aww~ life would be getting border.
Without you by my side, my life would be so dull with no rainbows and sunshines.
LOLS..
Anyway.. it's our anniversary today =)

Right, his school has reopened. Yup.

which means we wun have much time together like the previous time.
It's also a good thing larx, for me to get REAL READY for my Os retake and my blogshop stocks are going so havoc..
got to clear up my orders and all the mess asap.

=( I miss baby roy!

Eh, sincerely apologise to ron's face.
haas, cause I wan to make it obvious who is my pretty baby larx.
haas =X
SORRY RON ><
Should have make the cross thicker to cover your devil face ><

Lols.. Roy, show this to RON =X
lalas

summer; we're been great

2007-07-06T19:30:00.000+08:00

whahahas.. new template.!

alemak.
That earhole jus pierce not even a month, I go itchy hand take out my earing.
bleed lerx T.T
pain pain~

my chinese oral examination is coming.!
12 july.
My muscle are all tense up, I'm feeling so so nervous.
I mean I am not scare to have oral test, but, = =" the way people are going to look at me.
I am posted to punggol sec = ="
When I walked into hihs to claim my Os cert, for that few mins, I already feel like leaving asap, jus so uneasy lar, let alone a punggol sec where all gangsters gather= ="
It made me feel so regret that I chose to retake my chinese, I have got a B anyway.

Aww~ so tired =(

2007-06-12T02:14:00.000+08:00

Yoyo!
Summer is back to life!
whahahas..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EUGENIA!
Sorry larx, I jus get to tap my connections now marx.
We went sake sushi for lunch and watched the fucked up movie "Gui arx Gui arx!"
=.= which is superb lame.
It has been long I last ate sake sushi larx.. SO NICEEEE.!
Haven ate such a fulling meal for long =X
Really enjoyed my day larx.
Thanks ah lam and eujina

Last thing.
Choiyee, I miss you larx.
I didn't really oppose you but ya.. I jus wan you to know that I am jus giving you advise..
I'll defnitely support and respect your decisions =)
No hard feelings.

SUMMER;
LOVES ROY =)

2007-06-06T05:04:00.000+08:00

=\
this blog is so dead larx

2007-05-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

wee! tap le tap le!
I was like so stupid larx.. everyday stuck in my room for connection..
= ="
and today i walked to the living room with my lappy.
OMG IT WORKS!

FINALLY!
WEE~
I am going to dl maple lo...
whahas

summer;
it's time to let go.

2007-05-10T21:47:00.001+08:00

What the hell.. this is the 3rd time I am posting and if it fails again, I am not going to bother about it anymore.

I had really enjoyed my day today!
Thanks to WENDE!!
He brought me to chomp chomp for dinner jus now..
Aww~ I had a great time with him..
It's such a wonderful day today I'd say.
The stingray * jian yu* is SOOO NICE!! BOGUSSII!

Thanks to emest, the monster who doesnt knows a single thing for accompanying me the whole night yesterday.
Thanks monster, at least I know what I am doing now..
I didnt bear to leave punggol actually til he forced me into a taxi home at 5?
It was the first time I return to punggol ever since I left home, kinda miss that place actually.

Thanks zelia for calling..
I'm fine girl...
i love ya~ >.<

JUNJUN!!
for always being there for me.
takecare of urself please.
Recover soon =)

summer;
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
MUACKIS

2007-05-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

You know? Life has been real tough for me lately.
Sometimes, I just feel like letting go of everything, close my eyes and never wake up again.
BUT *SUICIDE IS A SIN, YOU'LL GO HELL*
and in that case, I cant be an angel anymore =((
haas..
Gotta bear with it =)

It's melvin's birthday today!
Happy birthday 17th melvin.

I dont have like saying this but I felt that I have been cheated, not physically but mentally.
I dont know why I had this feeling ya?
and weijun told me to put down everything now and concentrate on my business first.
I'm actually now thinking about my love, business, part time jobs, financial problems
and a lil mixed of burdens.
Seriously, I dont miss that home and I began to hate it more and more.
Where can I go?
I've been square rooting and rooting this question and I answer I came up with is.. Nowhere.
I feels like, I've lost everything and what I am left with is only freedom.
I mean freedom with no money is no use huh.
You might starve to death or die of some illness not having the money to see a doctor.
You cant enjoy yourself either.

It isnt fun, it feels empty.
It might not be the best way out but its kinda of "letting me off" feelings.

sasa;
and I promised to work hard, not letting any relationships affect me now.
Cause I know I'm living alone, no others can help me unless I do it myself.

2007-04-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

I really despise people who are weak.

I got nothing to say..
You wanted me to leave, to hoax her, or whatever..
I DONT CARE ANYMORE.

Stupid,
I hate you.

2007-04-30T04:05:00.000+08:00

Wee~
I bought my new lappy! =))
jus that i dont have the cable =\
I dont even have a phone at home, how to apply for cable?
As in, you dont need a phone line while using your cable but you need a phone line before you could even sign up for cable.

And, I've not move out yet..
due to some problems larx.. bo pian..
the easliest I can move over is this wednesday..

summer;
I love you =)

2007-04-26T12:59:00.000+08:00

HURRAY!
I finally fixed that stupid poped out.
Proud of myself *APPLAUSES!
haas

I think I've been out for months..
I realised, "Yes, I'm definitely much happier now."
but.. I moving somewhere else soon.

Because, maomao [ the frnd I'm staying with currently ] has a girlfrnd.
You guessed it, his girl got pretty !@#$%">!*&;^#$%^ when she knew there's a girl staying with her boyfrnd.
Ya, how I could bear to spoil this relationship?
So, I have to move again~
though it feels like so unwanted.. but, haas, he happy jiu hao larx.

I'm moving to somewhere which I know I wun be as happy, as care free.
but the good thing is I have alot of frnds staying nearby~
and I earned myself a laptop.
Thats a deal with my dad. =\

Most probably, I'll be moving this saturday or sunday but I haven told mao mao about this.
Within these few weeks, he is the one taking care of me and I'm the one standing behind him.
Yea? We support each other and seriously I appreciate this frnd God has given me.
Thanks MaoMao

Back to business.
It's bad Bad BAD.
I made myself a visa card to make it easier for me in importing goods.
And I've jus ordered 3-400$ goods to singapore yesterday.
In general, I jus have to wait for 10-30 days for it to ship over.
Basically, it's all for girls ya?
I realised for preorders, sometimes it's not so interesting although the clothes are nice as buyers have to wait wait and wait for their stocks to arrive, so I thought of importing them in first.
=) My investment.. LOL
My bank balance = SGD50 = ="

LOLS..
damn, I'm down with cold and fever.
And my boss chased me out to buy my medicine because I kept sneezing in the office!
Aww~ panadol for cold cost me 4.60$ sia.. so expensive... it's equal to my one week expenses.
Alemak, I must keep myself fit! If not I gonna waste money on medicine and my boss gonna chases me out again = ="

Aww~ I'm in a "whatever" mood now =((
Life has been tough but I'll pull it through and prove the bastards wrong that I'm strong!
So much stronger than You and You!
Authority doesn't comes from the position you're in family, it came in Laws and attitude.
And for the one who thinks that girls are useless, Mum, I hate to say this but I despise you.

Just wait and see, I'll be your boss one day

2007-04-23T02:03:00.000+08:00

Some times, it takes someone to understand, how important one can be after one has lost them.
so sad sia.

WEE~ I got my salary lo~ >.<
Can go gaigai le~
So long never watch movie liao lor, call me out sia.
96703349

2007-04-04T10:02:00.000+08:00

Yo everybody!
Sorry ya..been kinda busy lately.
Life has been stressing for me, too much things to work on. TOOMUCH!
I found a new job! as clerk at tutorial centre!
It's really tiring.. =((
But the great thing is.. My pay increases from S$5 to S$6 per hour on the second day because of good performance =PPP

Aww~ Oh my god..
My books are all with Eugenia..
I dont have extra time for studies man >.<
GOD!
GOD!!
GOD!!!
Ya, I think quite a fews of you have already know I've moved out huh.
Currently staying at my frnd house =D
Dont worry for me =))

I have opened a online blogshop.
Grab the chance, order stocks from me asap so I can send order to taiwan before the spree ends.

http://summer-creations.blogspot.com

2007-03-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

Memories.
short and sweet.

I wun look back.
Perhaps my decision was wrong
I wanna be care free.
Free to stress
Free to burdens.

I am not being selfish.
If you could see, I am doing all these for your own good.
It isnt worthing to sacrifice so much for me.

sorry baby.

2007-03-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

wei Wei WEI!
New blogskins. How's it?
PASSIONATE ENOUGH?? =P

Aww~ I failed to enter my course, visual art.
I've made up my mind, to retake my Os again as a private candidate.
No use entering some course which I have no interest in..
I'll make sure I enter my course.

I'm attached to Jurong!
Listen to his name you also know he lives at jurong.
Very jialat, one live punggol one live jurong..
ta Xian Zai hen teng wo.
but Wei Lai wo jiu bu zhi dao.
Aiya, guy all sama sama one. sama*malay*means same
kan dao yi ge, xi huan yi ge.

I've resigned my current job.
The working place is too cold for me to take it, I've no choice but to resign.
Because of this job, I've been sick for a week plus leh.
poor thing =(
I'm looking for new jobs, somewhere near my house, got lobang must contact me arx
MENU_3@HOTMAIL.COM

Hrms.. I wanted to pick up japanese and ice skating lesson but I fear I might not have extra time for these.
I have to work, attend tuitions and to do revision at home.
I have to give mummy monthly allowance, so bo bian, I have to work for it and my own allowance.

I've been saying that I wanna dye my hair since last year = ="
I will, when I get my pay on the 17th.

Haven been blogging for quite a period of time, guess you guys must be missing me like siao.
Aww~ I miss you guys too !!